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The Ever​-​Turning Wheel

by Red Heaven

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[instrumental]
2.
The days I have spent on this earth are so long The sights that surround me so strong How could I desire now to stay one more day? Why would I pray God to go on? The brightest lights are known to fight Their way through the gloom And pour themselves into this room I’ve waited here for many years And could for many more Let that sacred path open soon The day I was born is the day that I began And the time when I had most to learn The day when I die is when I begin again I pray on that day I return The sun has been so warm and bright The earth has been so strong The river so simple and free But none can compare with the Ancient of Days The face that I now long to see I want to live in the invisible world Where I can tell you I love you for as long as I want to Without having to say I cannot stay The world of lies pulls me away So many places I’d love to be So many people I’d love to see This life is short, but long to me Break this cage and set me free In the invisible world The invisible world The hand on the crossed and the moon and the star Have carried my spirit this far The lotus on the water and the fire in the cup Are needed to know who you are The blood of 20,000 lives has led me to forget A lifetime of pain and regret The Gate that led me onward to the end of all things Has not led me further just yet I want to live in the invisible world Where I can tell you I love you for as long as I want to Without having to say I cannot stay The world of lies pulls me away So many people I’d love to see So many places I’d love to be This life is short, but long to me Break this cage and set me free In the invisible world The invisible world And I would die for what I love So is it too much to ask Thy kingdom come Thy will be done That I may see it at last?
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Now In Love 05:44
No sun, no moon All you get is dark The anger of the world struck me hard And left a lasting mark No up, no down Keeps you standing still Was it fate that kept me prisoner there Or merely force of will? It was not so long ago But I cast it aside The misdirected anger And the enervating pride I have slept upon the stone Of my broken heart and I felt so much like I had died I am now in love And I swear that I’m never going back again I’m never going back No right, no wrong Only point of view River rushes forth to rescue me from All I used to do No in, no out I am back again Fire flashes forth to take my hand Flames my only friend It was not so long ago But I left it behind The sorrow and the loneliness For clarity of mind I have slipped the surly bonds Of my selfish ways and I am so glad that I survived I am now in love And I swear that I’m never going back again I’m never going back
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Through me they seek distinction, intention, possibility To me they speak objection, deception, unreality Cannot be I guard my ears and guard my eyes from the enemy I keep my path, my hand up high with integrity No-one knows what it takes from me, what it makes of me But I will not lay down while I have strength in me From me they seek attention, conviction, unquestioning loyalty For me they seek destruction, obstruction, vulnerability Cannot be I guard my ears and guard my eyes from the enemy I keep my path, my hand up high with integrity No-one knows what it takes from me, what it makes of me But I will not lay down while I have strength in me
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Mi Amigo 03:14
We meet for dinner down at Yonge and King I bring the guitar cause you brought the strings I grab a menu and ask where you've been New Jersey beaches or the music scene? You tell me since way back in '89 You had a love affair with 6/8 time I eat the appetizers till you're done Just listening to the rhythm's favorite son Hey la, hey la, hey mi amigo You say your parents and your kids are fine I say "that's great" and show you photos of mine I ask you if you hear from Boyd or Mike much You say about as much as you would like, but... I smiled and said "I'd like another Coke over here" The waitress brings it and you tell her a joke I leave the cheque because you always pay You give it all because you're just that way Hey la, hey la, hey mi amigo You gotta get back to your car and then You ask me when I'm passing through again I know that growing old's a bitter pill, but I love you brother and I always will
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I got a hundred miles behind me and a thousand to go I got Dudley on my speakers and I'm feeling the flow Alright, alright, alright I've got pavement underneath me and a roaring machine I gotta think of where I'm going and not where I've been Alright, alright, alright Pepsi and cigarettes I got a leather steering wheel and a stack of cassettes and I'm Trying hard now to forget About what you once meant to me I got my family on the east coast and my girl on the west And I'm burning up the prairies doing what I know best Alright, alright, alright Well, my kids are out there somewhere and they're doin' okay I gotta get 'em on the telephone one of these days Alright, alright, alright Pepsi and cigarettes I'm getting so much closer but I haven't got it yet And I'm about as close as you can get To putting the whole world behind me I got a hundred miles behind me and a thousand to go I got the pedal down hard, but I don't wanna go
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Grandmother told her in the long grey winter Everything sleeps under the cold That's when the warmth of a dying summer Fades from the earth and the hearts grow old And the wheel keeps turning And all the treasures of an old strong nation Are lost in a blizzard and lost in the snow Then we search the land for all our wives and daughters Calling out their names, calling them home And the wheel keeps turning My love I only see your shadow My love I only hear your echo And I'll wait for you in the winter here Calling out "come home, come home, come home" Grandmother told her nothing lasts forever Creator brings the sun to every child of man There in the daylight we will be brought together Warmed in the springtime, healed by the Great Hand And the wheel keeps turning
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I'm dancing with my one true lover Swaying softly to the song And the lessons that we learned the hard way So Full Of Grace and I Was Wrong And our bodies moving now in concert Candles, fire, and violins And she's buried in me as I hold her She opens up to let me in And I could love you better than this If not for the world in my way And I could love you better than this Or than the world is loving you today The music's over and I'm waiting For her to leave me on the floor And to think that I could once have lost her And she wouldn't love me anymore And these moments that come and go so quickly Slipping ever from our hands These minutes I wasted waiting These hours I will not get back And I could love you better than this Just like I always said that I would do And I could love you better than this And the only one I love is you
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I think it's fine being famous and rich And a big star on TV To make a law, make a scene, make a speech But when it's change the world needs to see But it's ordinary people who change everything So you're high on applause and you're high on the crowd And how they all know your name The room goes quiet when you walk in the door We all worship you in your fame But it's ordinary people who change everything The worker fills his days with toil The planter fills her hands with soil When war and anger aren't enough Lovers fill their hearts with love As a boy I got my guitar And dreamed of where I'd go To be a legend or be a star But as a grown man now I know It's ordinary people who change everything
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What I Am 05:12
I know that you've got a certain understanding Of what it means to be like me I know that you think I'll crash instead of landing From my steep trajectory I know that you pray I'll turn towards the gospel And wear a cross around my neck Come back to the fold and live like an apostle I don't mean no disrespect But this is what I am And this is how I'll stay I know it's hard from where you stand To see another way But this is what I am Well this is what I... I know that you think the world is just five senses And only things you touch or see I know you eschew the past and future tenses I know you've given up on me I know that you aren't one for myths or legends And those who bow the knee to pray I know you're not afraid to ratchet up the tension Brother, all that I can say Is this is what I am And this is how I'll stay I know it's hard from where you stand To see another way But this is what I am And what I believe I'm not about to give it up Because you cannot see That this is what I am This is what I am This is what I... I see all the world as murmurs of one heartbeat I learned what I know by looking past the known I see God is there within me or without me I've given all I have and I've died as I have grown
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When I get this way, it's hard to tell the difference Between giving up and trying to shut a door If there were any way I could put it all behind me I swear I'd give to you like no-one has before When I get this way, it's hard to tell the difference Between the dark night and the color of her eyes If I could understand the way that I was feeling I would cast away those things that you despise It's like mercy, but I'm not sure I can explain Or forgiveness, though I don't know why I'm forgiven again It's like power, the kind that comes from above But of all I've seen, of all I've heard Of all I know, it's the closest thing to love When I get this way, it's hard to tell the difference Am I better now or worse than before? If I could pull from my heart this anchor of hesitation The consequence would come to me no more When I get this way, it's hard to tell the difference So I turn to you with my small and open hands How could there be a way for you to love me? Why would you ever try to understand? It's like mercy, but I'm not sure I can explain Or forgiveness, though I don't know why I'm forgiven again It's like power, the kind that comes from above But of all I've seen, of all I've heard Of all I know, it's the closest thing to love It's like mercy, but I'm not sure I can explain Or forgiveness, though I don't know why I'm forgiven again It's like power, the kind that comes from above But of all I've seen, of all I've heard Of all I know, of all I want Of all I need, it's the closest thing to love
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Becoming 09:28
Is there a right time for us to grieve? Is there a better way for us to believe? Is there a point to the tears that go by? Is there a way to live so we never die? When the shadows wash away The question still remains If I believe there's more to life than this If I could see there's more to me than this Would I see? Would I feel? So I revere the memory? Would I hear? Remember? So I could learn the melody? When I touch, would I feel So I can claim what's in front of me? When I'm done, what will I become? Is there a right time for us to know? Is there a better way for us to let go? Is there day time without any night? Is there still time to put things right? When the shadows wash away The question still remains If I believe there's more to life than this If I could see there's more to me than this Would I see? Would I feel? So I revere the memory? Would I hear? Remember? So I could learn the melody? When I touch, would I feel So I can claim what's in front of me? Will I know? Why did I go? Trying to find the answer Trying to find the exit Trying to bridge the chasm Trying to find my way home Would I see? Would I feel? So I revere the memory? Would I hear? Remember? So I could learn the melody? When I touch, would I feel So I can claim what's in front of me? When I'm done, what will I become? The question still remains

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released June 3, 2022

Produced by Joel Tamas
Mixed & Mastered by Andrew Tokuda

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Red Heaven Ottawa, Ontario

Red Heaven is lots of weird and intense original rock, blues, and world music. The band formed in 2011 and has released five semi-experimental hard rock albums. Red Heaven’s Joel Tamas (guitar and voice), Trevor Lubin (guitar), Jake Ferrera (drums), Cyrus Tearlach Robertson Orkish (bass), and Allison Bruneau (voice). Someone once told me the band sounds like umami tastes. ... more

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